Guess what, the little girl had her birthday party two days ago. And her birthday is in December.

One thing, it was a Twilight themed party.

Yet I stayed.

Yes, I'm THAT nice. (OMG, isn't that a lie?)

Every girl liked Twilight...a lot. Besides a friend I had in the 8th grade, I was surrounded by 10-11 year old Twilighters.

Except this one girl, I liked her, she liked Twilight but not like everyone else. All spazy-like.

Yes I said out loud that I hated Twilight and I'm surprised they didn't care. Good, that means they weren't that idiotic.
Why'd she invite me if it was a Twilight themed party? She already knew I hated it enough. Because I'm her friend, she still thinks so; I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

No I still haven't deleted her chaos on my chao world in the Sonic game.
Anyway, I did tell them WHY I hated Twilight but I don't think they're monster fans like me.
Well duh, everybody knows that if someone LIKES Twilight then they're no real monster fan.
They think the characters are "pretty" and things like that. (They're FUGLY)

After the party, I left the Twilight stuff on the table that was supposedly for me, if somebody else wanted it, they can have it. o.o But my dad took it with him and now there's Twilight stuff in my home! It made me so freakin' mad. Now they told me I can't say that stuff about the book in front of people. Like fudge I can!! That book is a piece of crud, it killed the werewolves and vampires and brainwashed thousands, I'll hate it forever! And I'm not afraid to express myself.

I did take the sticker and I folded it twice, ripped it in half, and into the trash it went.

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Anyway, I did already say I'm going to Greece but now there's something else. My dad already reserved a flight to Panama in Frebruary. I just found out, why aren't they telling me anything anymore??

I'm not AAALLLLLL Aussie. The other half of me is Latino. I look like a Latino girl version of my Australian dad. My mum is from Panama, and it's...well it's okay. My cousins are there and my Aunts and Uncles and my grandpa and grandma.
I just don't feel like going all the way over there for a visit and then have to come all the way back. Pretty much what I do when I go is just go somewhere, say hi and then just hang around with cousins.

Actually now that I think about my previous times over there, it's not bad at all just after a while it gets tiring to my mum and dad after helping with all the family and setting a few things right.

Also it's pretty hot there all year. o.o No A/C, just fans. Another thing is speaking, Spanish isn't my first language, lol. Though it was my first word. "Leche" was the first word I said. XD I can deal with it but not perfectly.

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I have a big Godzilla picture to upload... (Not Goji Ulrich, the real Godzilla) For the frist time, I drew him the way he's supposed to look like.

...I think I'm done now...

Yay!

Umm...yeah! You know they don't celebrate Halloween here and I ditched my only "friend" so I won't go anywhere.

All I can do is wish I was back in my own house.

Alright peoplez...I am once again alone on dis side of the world.

I have left that little 10 year old girl behind me. She's just not a good friend. She nice sometimes but not enough.

She just too fussy! She swears, she only cares about what she wants to do and she's just kinda boring...
Not to mention, she likes the Jonas Brothers AND Twilight!!! THAT IS SICK AND WRONG!! I see her poster of Jacob on the wall and I insult it and she gets mad.

Maybe she's just too young for me.

I went to her house for a party her parents were having and when I first got there she was alone reading her Twilight book and she didn't want me there so I went downstairs and told my parents I wanted to go home. I was going to until the girl's mum told her to be with me so I went and nothing happened, we both went to the computer I did nothing as she checked her Facebook. This boy then came. He was really nice...feels weird since I'm used to that other boy I knew, who was the exact opposite... And the girl was "ordering" him to do stuff and my female intuition tells me he was like *sigh* inside also because she was still on the computer and we were both doing nothing except watching.

So anyway, I was just wasting my life there while they were playing this Star Wars game while I was just watching, I just went "that's it, I'm going home" and I really said something like that, I don't know if she heard me though, hence the title "I ditched her."

Why? She doesn't like anything I like...she's never heard of Code Lyoko, she doesn't like Godzilla, she doesn't like horror or monsters and, on her youtube account her favorites are videos of Disney stars...at least she knows they're ugly and she hates Hannah Montana. She's a girly girl, she just doesn't want to admit it.

Her room is all PINK, oh the dreaded PINK! Wall-to-wall!! With posters of Disney stars and princesses! AND JACOB FROM TWILIGHT!! I always insult her posters and not care about what she thinks because I'm mean.

If I ever meet her again...we'll see what happens but my mum said "you're never going to invite her over ever again."

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Alright enough of that, I have to once again return to Europe, this time I'm going to Greece for four days. My dad is excited...really excited. Me? Isn't it obvious? Of course not! Gawd...I have to go AGAIN.
You're all probably thinking, "how can you say that? you're so lucky!"

Well think again mates, for me it's not all that lucky, I don't like going out for vacations like that, no matter where we're going!! (Unless it was back to my house) Once you've been to one country in Europe, you've seen everything! Paris looks exactly the same as Rome but with different things to see and a different langauge, Berlin and Amsterdam too...

Maybe some of you may say something different but I think it looks and feels the same and I don't care about seeing new things. I just want to lay back and do what I need to do in my own home.

But my parents...they want to do the opposite...

NOOOO!!!

Ahhh...whatever...

...well...that title is totally unnecessary...

As you can see I haven't updated my journal since I came back from Paris because nothing important has happened but here are some little things I can write down.

I REALLY, REALLY WANT TO DO SOME MORE WEREWOLF STUFF I have plenty of ideas but nothing worth uploading onto the net, HOW COME YOU PEOPLE NEVER GIVE ME IDEAS?? I try to give you some don't I?! Lol.

I've had enough of the cute and cuddly werewolves! I want some REAL werewolves! C'mon people work it! Mean and Nasty is the way to go with monsters! (If you had a cute and cuddly wolfie idea go on ahead...I didn't specify )

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Maybe you've noticed in my favorites I'm returning to one of my old obsessions before Code Lyoko. I'm in phase right now.

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MAKE FRIENDS WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOUR AGE!

Remember that annoying little 10 year old girl who strangely became my only friend here? (She's not always annoying but she can get very fussy) When she comes over to my house she drives my mum crazy. My mum has said she lacks manners, I can't help but agree. Her mum and dad try with their her and her sister but I don't see any control.

When we go to an event or something, it's typical for a 10 year old to immediately ask, "Can I come over?" or "can you sleep over at my house?" everytime. And being as lonely and bored as can be, I say yes. My parents usually don't care and say yes because they want me to "interact with people" since I stay inside all the time.

Now when she actually gets here, she instantly wants to...obviously...play that Sonic game. (Sonic Adventure 2 Battle) She really likes chao world (as I've mentioned before) and she wants to play 1 player for her chaos and it takes forever...
Now 2 player is something else. Of course she made me agree to some "regulations" so we can have a fair game. I've been playing that game for years and she only a few days so it's nice to make up something to make it easier for her and not have me win all the time because that gets boring.
When I start to beat her good in a few games she gets frustrated and just exits out of the game. Are you going to play the level or not?? If you're losing, FLIPPIN' DEAL WITH IT! (When I play her games, she usually wins and I don't say anything, now when I do win she cheats by doing some thing special in the game later)

One funny thing she did was eat at the table and not finish her food saying she's full but then a few minutes later she was looking in the kitchen. That ticked off my mum, lolz.

Another deal was when we came back from the beach and she fought over sea shells. Ever since we first met at the beach, I have let her keep the sea shells but this time I wanted to keep some. As I took out my sea shells, she was shouting to give the bag to her and she'll take it home and take her's. You all know I don't trust anyone so I said no and began to take mine, and she started to freak out about which were her's and stuff. But now I have my shells, nice and pretty. ...but my mum washed them and now I don't know where they are...I need to find them.

Now my mum is starting to think she's too young to be hanging out with me.
Even so I forget that and still like to be with her, even though she does do some careless things. I am a desperate young lady. A 15 year old, friends with a 10 year old. -_-

Okay here I am again. I saw lot's of things but I don't feel like writing everything down. You have a question, you have to ask, lol.

As for the hardcore Code Lyoko fans like XanaNeverDies.
I saw absolutely nothing! XD I actually expected that. The only thing I saw was a graffiti art that had the design of a Lyoko character, other than that, nothing at all. Looks like I'll have to order the action figure on the internet.

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Today's the day we go to the airport. The flight leaves at 1:30 AM. I'll be gone for about a week, at first they said we would be there for four days. I don't know what to believe. -_-

I'm going to be sooo...bored. I just want to see it and go but knowing my parents, that's not gonna happen.
London will be...exactly the same but different things to see.

Bye!



I don't want to go!!