There’s a guy who rides with me to school on the shuttle making me feel feely feels…
Don’t worry I’m avoiding him. This won’t be a second…um, Agent T.
I write this as I’m at school early to my class so I can avoid him, and in case you’re wondering, yes, he does look a little like Chase. lol But still not Chase, so no go. He was actually making me angry at some point. You can read my brain vomit on what was going through my mind when I first discovered that this was happening in this fake journal entry I made to vent: It's Happening Again
If you like studying people’s mindsets like I do.
Other than that…my first month here has been all right, except for the fact that I failed my first test in historical geology (by four fucking points), but I passed my other tests. I used a new studying technique and it turned out to make things worse.
I can't say I really like
any of my classes; they've all been equally driving me nuts. I feel like I'm just working to get a decent grade which usually isn't my goal to just be happy with C's, but I've been so tired and bored that I do what I have to do, not to really excel at anything. I guess everyone else is swamped too, as dA has been very inactive for the past few weeks. I can't wait until my next break and that's two months from now. Also my mother is back from her trip. She said it was awful; no surprise there. Glad I didn’t have to go.
Lately, I’ve been afraid to draw because for some reason I feel like people are watching over my shoulder. Lol Maybe when I feel more comfortable I’ll be able to post traditional sketch dumps. I have still been drawing a lot of Dibwolf but he’s mostly around my notes. I think I might have a lot of free time this weekend, I could stream. Then I’ll have my busy-busy time again. I hate that. Why do I always have to write papers and study for tests at the exact same time instead of having them neatly distributed around the dates? Must be a college trick to keep us miserable. Misery comes in many forms for me, such as sleep deprivation. All month I've been trying to regulate a sleep schedule but so far I haven't been able to get a good 8 hours and it's ruining me. I have classes that are way too early at 8 in the morning.
There's some good news, October is nearly here and it's still hot outside.
Pleeeease let there be a warm Halloween this year, so I can walk around in my costume without having to put on a jacket over it.