That way these courses can fly by faster. It's only just begun and I know that it will be my busiest semester yet. There's some good news to this; hopefully this will be the last time I will ever have to take a math class. I'm taking College Math and these problems take a million years to complete. It's not even algebra and it's annoying bullshit. I took this class so I wouldn't have to deal with bullshit. Just goes to show, math is always bullshit. lol
Math isn't the only thing ruining me. In Speech class, there's a guy I know from my high school...and he's triggering a lot of (bad) memories. (and dreams)
What a coincidence that he's there after so long. I don't think I have anything to worry about though. So what if he was best friends with one of my worst enemies, he always seemed to be a calm and collected guy. My other classes are pretty normal...Spanish and History. Same old, same old.
I've been experiencing some changes in my health but they're not good. I've been getting more cramps than usual, even more than what I mentioned in my previous journal. Since I've started to change my diet, I haven't felt the same. I said I wanted to change the fact that I weigh 76 lbs, at least, last time I checked. I should probably check again some time.
Part of it is because I'm a scrawny weakling but another is because I want to get surgery done on my upper jaw. I'm sick and tired of the way my mouth looks and feels. Physically and psychologically, it's been affecting me for too long. My parents don't want me to get it now because they say I weigh too little, even though I've had surgeries done before...idk, it's their logic, and the dentist backed it up so I can't argue because of that alone.
This operation is more intense than the eye surgeries I've had when I was a kid. The recovery, I read, lasts about 3 weeks. It's not something I really want to deal with now that I'm in college, but if I don't do it soon, when am I going to do it is the question. In May, when school ends, my parents want to leave for Panama again; I don't but they're going, I know that much. Afterwards, I take some summer classes to get my science credits and then I'll get my associate's degree. Following that, I'll transfer to the university. My invisalign treatment is completed but if I want to have that jaw surgery, I'm going to have to get a temporary retainer since my teeth will shift after the surgery. Then I might need another treatment done.
I don't want to be stuck with a "temporary" retainer for so long if that's the case. In fact, I don't even know how it would be "temporary." ...I need to ask more questions when I go see doctors.
Other than that...not much. I've been drawing Danny Phantom...lol. If anyone even remembers that show. 10 years later and he's still a cartoon cutie.
I really do love to draw fan art but I don't upload much of it because I just want the characters to look perfect...
That's what happens when I draw characters that aren't mine.